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Lets have some lessons

Lesson 1: Don't Shout

Why do people need to shout in order to get things done? I am definitely not a kid, I think I can get a girl pregnant by now? What I am trying to say is that, we are adults. Can I still consider myself a young adult? I doubt so.. If you talk to the person and the person dont listen to you,

1) that means, the person don't really care
2) the conversation doesn't have anything to do with that person
or
3) the person has lost his respect towards you

so before you use words to threaten me please bare in mind that I am not a kid, and even if you shout, what makes you think that things will get better? and what makes you think people will listen? Even when at home, my mom or my siblings shouted at me, I will asked them back, "why do you need to shout in the first place? can you just talk nicely?"

Yes, you can talk nicely. and Yes, people will respect you. and Yes people will listen more. and Yes, people will approach you more. So lesson learn, people just don't respect you just like that,

Respect Need To Be Earned.

Lesson 2: Unlike you, Some people have a life outside their working life.

Don't judge a book by its cover. Try imagine this, a very sexy lady walk pass, wearing some high fashion clothes, high heels and Gucci beg. She walk passed. What is your first impression? My impression will be, rich girl, party animal and probably born with a silver spoon.

We can have all kind of thoughts about other people but we need to bare in mind these people does have responsibilities and a life to run. Behind those beautiful clothes or rather those pretty faces that keep on smiling, there could be a hardship that the person is handling or had to go through.

Lesson 3; Don't be scared of another Human Being..

Why do we feel scared? Because the person is taller than us? Because the person yelled at us? Because the person is his/her higher authority?

Let me tell you guys one thing, you can only feel scared when you did something wrong. Other than that, I don't think we should feel scared of any human beings on earth except for Him, God. Unless I did something wrong or you are a God, then I will feel threatened and scared.

Lesson 4: Don't compare

We are born with strengths and weaknesses. We are different in many ways. I hate when people compare me with other people. I hate them when they say, "If I can do it, why can't you?". We need to stop saying that, because each individuals have different techniques of learning and some people take a longer time to absorb what they learning.

For example, it is proven them some people learn by visual and some by audio. And some people need both. So don't compare me with other people will you?
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This post doesn't have to be related to anyone or anyone that has to do with my life. If you think this post meant for you, then please take all these three lessons seriously.

25012010

LIFE AT ANOTHER LEVEL

In camp... doing duty.

I should be at home right now helping my sis out with Nor Ilham.
I should be at home right now with my relatives and friends who came to look at him.
I should be at home right now preparing for my advance birthday celebration tomorrow.

Instead I'm in camp doing duty.

Making calls to my mom and sister from camp.
Making calls to my bestfriends from camp for tomorrow outing.

Its 10.17pm and I think Im going to head to bed instead of doing duty cause I need all the energy for tomorrow. Please, no reporting sick tonight!

I cant wait for tomorrow morning.

An advance Birthday Gift

Everyone meet Nor Ilham.....My advance birthday gift from my sister. He was born on the 19 January 2010 at 6.47pm, weight: 1.995kg. After almost nearly, 24hours of battling in the ward, he was born in the world. I just got back from the hospital, spent the whole day there and now Im going back to camp. My sister will be discharge tomorrow latest by 1pm and I cant see her and the baby till Saturday.

Whoever put me on duty this friday, DAMN U! haha!!! Its gonna be a busy week. Will be back home on Saturday morning, maybe take a short nap and off to meet my bestfriend for my celebration! To Attiqa and Faridah, I meet you guys up on Sunday afternoon. More news about my business sooon! Its all in the making!

New Music Review

Whats up loves? Its a sundae afternoon and probably everyone is out right now enjoying their weekend! Its ok.. Im gonna stay home, got a lot of things to do.. Meanwhile, I would like to share you guys whats hot and new on my play-list!

Cheryl Cole - Parachute

This UK pop queen is a former Girls Aloud member, she realeased some interesting singles last year but this year she released a new single, which is my personal favourite for now, titled Parachute. You guys are listening to it now. Do follow up on her previous single, 3 words, which featured no other than the famous Black Eyed Peas member / Producers, Will.I.am. You also will remember her from a duet she made with Will.I.am on Heartbreaker.

Catch on the Live version here.

Melanie Fiona - Give it to me right

Another UK artist that I think should deserve a better recognition for her music. To me she is the soulful version of Amy Winehouse. She kinda look like her too! She released this single last year but it seems her label was not promoting her that well. Beside this first single, her second single, It kills me, earned her a grammy nomination this year. Well done!

Kelis - Acapella

She is back! Im so happy for her. After giving birth to a baby boy, she is back working on her new album. In fact her new album will be out early this year, she also confirm that, "definately a video for this single" on her recent interview. This track was produced by David Guetta. Her new album, FleshTones, will also featured some of Will.I.am produced tracks. Definitely, a comeback with full of expectations from her fans.

I really hope the best for her, as you all know that US music market are not doing so good for the past years which result in many US artist making the run for it to the UK, trying to make an impact. I think the US should give a chance to new artist and not just concentrating on artist with looks and fame, a.k.a Rihanna, that they are missing so much on pure talent. Lets make it simple, US market are stuck! They are stuck in an era and not wanting to move on.

Sad.

Something................ of everything 2

Its 1.37am, Audioslave - Like a stone, is playing repeating on the notebook and its a sunday! Already? So fast! Why does my weekends feel so short as the weeks goes by? Damnnnn.... not looking forward to go back to camp tomorrow.

I slept on last weekend post. So here are some of the photos,

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Its great to see my chinese friends again last Saturday. I really mean it! All thanks to Pei Wen for inviting me to her birthday party. I hope she likes my birthday gift. :p To my dearest Wen Hui, we will meet again very soon next month maybe? with Kristin this time!

And last Sunday was my niece, Hana. 1rst birthday! How cute is she? Tooooo cuteeeeeeee! Feel like squeezing her pretty face on my both hands! I didnt have time to buy her some toys, but I handed some money! Spend it wisely for your milk and pampers alrighty!?

Supposedly to meet my ITE friends just now but everyone couldn't make it. Sorry to my dear Shirley, lets do it next month instead cause I'm so not free next week. Hope you are not angry with me!

So instead, I went out with ma Family to buy some baby stuff! Who knew all the baby stuffs are sooo waaaay toooo expensive! and I thought the smaller things are, the cheaper it is! Boy, I was so wrong. Then drop by at my brother's house to drop an advance baby shower gift! A rocker for the unborn child! Then off to dinner with them, my sister was so looking forward to buy some beef Satay but only chicken Satay left. She wasss so bumped! Had so much interesting talk over dinner!

My sister told me, when the baby can talk, he can call you "busu". I laughed my ass off! For those who don't know what "busu" means, it means the youngest uncle or aunty. Make me sound so old la sey! But, its time to face the fact, I'm not getting any younger! Can't wait for her to pop!

Will update more tomorrow before I go to camp.

Holaaaaaa at Farhana Binte Kadir Khan, Happy Birthday to my goooood friend! Get married soooon! HAHAHAH

My sister asked me the other day,

"If I were to sign up for facebook, can people just save and take my photos...???"

and I said yes and asked why.... and she said...

"So like that people can take your photo and voodoo u is it?"

Lol. How cute can my sister be???

Good night Loves.

Something.........of everything

Good morning?

Its 1.30am and I'm in my living room trying to figure out what to blog. Lets describe what happening in my house right now. My mom is sleeping soundly. My brother-in-law just left for work a couple of hours ago and my pregnant sister is having insomnia, walking around the house finding things to do. HAHAHAHA. Guess the pregnant lady can't wait to pop! because she feeling very uncomfortable with her huge belly hanging with a big baby in it waiting to be born!

I had so many things to blog about because there were too many things happened this week. I really dont know what to start with.......ok... got it!

So, pay came in last week and I know that I promise to spend it wisely this time butttt, as usual, it got a little off hand. To help to prevent such occurrence from happening (this part I know that a lot of people who know me well will start laughing), I have came up with steps, of what I should do first when my pay cash in the bank.

1. Pay internet Bills.
2. Pay handphone Bills
3. Pay Mom's hp bill
4. Top up my ezlink for the whole month.
5. Buy all the necessity. shaver, food...
6. Set a side some money...
7. Spend whats left! hahahahaha!!!!

I hope next month will be a better month in terms of my financial management!

Lets change the topic! Work in camp is getting busy everyday. I have my on job training test next week and ohhhh boy, Im so dead because I hate test and those exams, who likes them anyway?? I need a miracle!

Next friday also will be my first night duty in Medical Center which Im not looking forward to it. Whyyy? Because im celebrating my birthday with my bestfriends the day after my duty, which falls on saturday. Who is the genius who put my duty on that day??? Speaking of it.... I dont know what to wear on that day. Guess I have to salvage my cupboard to find something different. hmmmm... and I dont know where to bring my bestfriends. Any interesting places? Any recommendations for restaurant?

I wanna blog more but my eyes kinda droopy. I dont even know what droopy means!

I shall stop here... will update more tomorrow.

ps. Its good to have someone to talk to every now and then.

1st week of 2010

Hay sugas!

Its nearly 2pm and in a few more hours, im done with work. You guys know what week is this??? Yes, do you think what im thinking?? NSF people, do feeeeeeel me??

Its payday on Friday! Actually, its suppose to be on Sunday but, because it falls on weekend, it will be given on Friday instead. That what my Sargeant Hafiz told me tho. Please tell me this is true! Hahaha!

I'm looking forward to attend Pei Wen's Birthday Party this weekend. Homie gotta look great! You know what I mean? Most of my Secondary School mates going to attend the party, and some, I have not meet them in AGES! Cant wait to see the birthday girl and my folks!

I hope Kristin can make it too because I really miss youuu!! U hear me Kristin! Wen Hui going to be there too! Im super duper excited and Im sure you can tell by reading!!

Follow up, on Sunday, my niece Birthday at my Uncle house. What more can I ask than a Saturday for my friends and Sunday for family!

See some of you this weeeeeekenddd!

Something Personal..............

Its 12.34am, the second day of the new year. I feel miserable suddenly and I just lost my self-esteem. I have problem with self-esteem since I was in Secondary and not many people know. I wish I could elaborate more here, but something in my head tell me not to.

I have been doing some thinking lately and I think I should stop. I should stop eating those medication everyday, I should stop seeing the doctor every month and I should stop spending half of my pay on something that I going to get back whatever thing that Im running away from.

My mom told me the other day that I should stop taking those pills. She also mention that, taking those medications do work but the side-effect will kick in when I am older. In fact, I know the consequences, but I choose to ignore. Its been for a year now, maybe its rather too late to stop?

Because I want to be perfect. I want to look normal. I want to look in the mirror.

Sometimes, its easy for people to say because
they are not in the situation.

GoodBye 2009

Dear 2009,

I had a great year with you and I thank God firstly for the good and bad that happened. As for the bad, there is always a positive message behind it.

I never thought in my life that my siblings got married on the same year, it gets better that my sister and my sister-in-law are pregnant. As you can see, I am lawfully going to be an uncle in my own family. I am very excited because my sister is due next month and I pray to God that I hope that she will deliver the baby safely, safety for her and the baby.

On very same day of my brother's solemnisation, I was enlisted for National Service. I came prepared. I am blessed to meet many new friends, new experience and able to taste a little bit of adulthood before I reach 21. National Service has taught me well, physically and mentally. It taught me to be independent and a better person.

For all the gain, there will be losses. I lost not one but four of my relatives and a friend to my family. It was tragic and shocking but God love them more than we do.

I know, many things awaits me next year. For one thing I know for sure, I really want to launch my own business and I am planning it slowly. I don't want to come up with something rushing and lack of planning, you know what I mean? If God willing, I hope everything will run smoothly.

Not to forget, I bought my own lap top, paying my own internet connection and mobile bills. I guess, I have a little taste of what its like being an adult. Bills. Bills. and more bills. :)

I am ready for the big 21 in a few weeks time and I am so blessed to have my family and friends by my side all these while. I wish I could spell each and everyone name to thank them but I guess you know who you are and I miss you guys much. Many of you guys made a huge impact in my life for 2009. Thank you.

I will miss you 2009.

Its the faith that make us stronger.
Lets stronger be the word to describe the future.

Your's Sincerely,

Reez.

Something Personal.............. Change

Sometimes in life...

You have to give up your dream...
You have to give up your lifestlye...
You have to give up your friends...
You have to give up your favourite things...

and sometimes....

You got to give yourself some time...
You got to give yourself some space...
You got to give yourself some chance...
You got to give yourself some thinking....

All because of one word,

CHANGE

Always remember......

Change for the better, not for the worst.

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Fayadah Solemnisation/Wedding

I HAD A BLAST for these past few days with my family...
and I wish my cousin, Fayadah the best for her & Husband and their future plans
and have a lot of baaaaaaaaaaaaaaabies!

hahahahahah!!!! Enough of typing... pics!
Im just plain lazy... So I will show you guys some of it.
You peeps can go to my facebook for the album.


my Brother-in-law, me, cousin Alif & Hambali



My nieces and nephew



Me and my Aunt Su



My pregnant sister who is due on January...


Playing a fool with my cousins.....


The Family....


The b e a u tiful bride!


The prince and princess for the day!

and I sang a song called Thank you for loving me by Bon Jovi
A little off the note though.... enjoy!

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to all Christians in the world.....!!!
To those not celebrating (like me), Happy Holidays!!!!

Im out to my cousin Fayaddah solemnization...
Will keep you guys update with my twitter!!!

Ttyl...

Something Personal....... Religion

I was eating dinner with my Sir for the very first time just now and something that he did, stunted me for a while. Before he began eating, he looked down, closed his eyes and started mumbling something to himself. I couldn't help myself but to stare at him wondering what he was doing, what he was looking at or rather what he was saying. After he finished, he looked up and began his dinner.

Then my heart goes something like, "Ohhhhh.... He was saying his prayer before he eats!".

That was something rare to see in modern lifestyle nowadays, don't you think so? Even if we did the prayers before we eat, because of someone told us to, or something that we remember suddenly, or having a family meal (where we have to say our prayers together before we eat).

It doesn't matter what religion we come from or where we came from. I am very sure that every religion practices praying so that we will not forget God in anything that we do. Therefor, it is important to thank him every time for opening our eyes each and every morning, the food that are on the table everyday, the love that we get from the people around us and for the shelter that has been provided. These are all the things that we take for granted everyday...

My main point is,

Dont Forget Him, Because He Will Not Forget You.

Out with Angie & Wanting

Went out with my good friends, Angie and Wan Ting who are also my Food & Nutrition mates yesterday. We had a blast watching Avatar in Cinema at Suntec City. I guess we are lucky because its not fully booked as the movie was recently out a few days ago and we bought the tickets at last minute. The movie was in 3D and I couldn't remember when the last time I watched 3D but I do remember the 3D specs that I wore before had a blue and red lance. What era was thaaaaat?

Guess who we met at Suntec City when we were window shopping?? Our Food and Nutrition teacher, Miss Yip, who was there with her mother! How coincidence is that???

After the 3 hours movie, we went to have out late dinner at McDonald and chit&chat till 10.30pm. Had a great time sharing stories (I dont want to call it gossips), working experience and reminisces of old time during our school days. For sure to miss those time!

I can't wait for next week! 2 weddings to attend and an outing with Kristin and WenHui! I dont know how to manage that! But I shall see how!

Enjoy ur sunday!

Avatar Review

The movie is just Amazing! The starting is a bit slow as this is a new movie, so there are a lot of introduction being done at the first part of the movie. The movie began to catch its momentum in the middle part and my heart was racing throughout the movie. I felt the goosebumps, literally the hair on my back stands during the fighting scenes.

I give this movie a 5/5 and best watch in 3D. The quality of the graphics are just surreal and can I say that this is the best movie of 2009 so far (that is until I catch Sherlock Holmes that will be out before Christmas).

The story line is near perfect, about Human Beings conquering other planets and forcing the "aliens" to move from their ancestors land to other parts of the planet. The land that said to have a unknown special energy are needed by Humans for their research.

Looking back at the movie, the story line is similar to what is happening around us. Global warming? Land Clearing? Got it? Humans are just selfish and if we want something, we get it. We play around with mother nature and not knowing the circumstances. Sometimes, its best that we let mother nature to take its own pace and let the rain forest be the way it is.

I am not surprise if 2012 will be the end of the world.

will be right back

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Music Review

Was on the way home from work and I saw this at the pedestrian.......

So I guess, government is preparing for more "Golden" citizens in the future.

After much work done today in camp, I was so happy that I got to hear some new songs from my favorite artist on my notebook.....

For example, Corinne Bailey Rae new music video for her new single just debut a few hours ago. I was pretty much happy with her old project and of cause the new album that will be out on 27 Jan 2010. The new album will be more interesting as it was recorded after the death of her late husband who was involved in a tragic road accident. I really feel for her and to come out with something more personal and private means a lot to her fans. Im sure most of her fans will be grateful for this album due to the fact that she almost given up on singing a few months after the accident.

Jojo is one of the youngest and under-rated artist in the music industry in my opinion. If you guys have been asking where the h*ll have she disappeared to, not to worry because she is back with a new single. She went away for a moment trying to settle a dispute between her career and her music label in court. She claimed that she was mistreated and the label didn't meet the contract requirement that she signed for. She is also featured in Timbaland's new album "The Shock Value volume 2". I still prefer her unofficial single "

There is nothing more to ask than a duet between THE Queen of soul, Mary J Blige and the sexy, unique and raspy voice of Jazmin Sullivan. I got to know that Mary J Blige new album, Stronger With Each Tears, featured a bonus song with Jazmin Sullivan. The song titled "Gonna Make It" is already one of my favorite because of its up-lifting lyrics that for sure to bring your self-esteem sky high. Yet again, that is what the Queen of Soul is good at.... If you are at the verge of giving up, this is the song to listen to. (Song not available on youtube yet)

I was surprise that a remix song by Mario featuring Kelly Rowland leaked a few days ago. Why am I surprise? That is because I wasn't expecting Kelly Rowland to work with a "not so famous" artist like Mario, knowing that he had only a few number one singles back in the days. I was even surprise that he is still recording music till these days. I guess everyone deserve a second chance... His single, Thinking About You, is uptempo and the duet is just unexpected. Kelly voice and Mario just fit very well. I say that this song need a video soon.... Gotta listen up!

The wait is up! Beyonce has finally made a duet with Alicia Keys!! The song leaked after a few weeks of her released video clip, Video Phone, with Lady Gaga. I suppose Beyonce came to the rescue for Alicia Keys, knowing that her recent album is not doing very well in the charts, whats more her singles. For this song, the beat are just sick!! Got to give a round of applause. The Divas did justice!